all things new again

it's appropriate that my last entry was about our wedding nine years ago. now in the shift that has so recently happened, i wonder what will happen as we begin discussion of our renewal this coming year. if it happens. as of now, i believe that we are at an impasse of sorts. we need to reacquaint with one another. no longer children, being settled in feels nice, but very complacent. we may have our HEA, but i think there is much to still be discovered , things mulled over, changes made permanent on both ends